She Writes

Sunday, April 15, 2007

I wonder...

The future is bleak
I am lost
Where will I be in few years time?
posted by Samantha at 10:27 PM

Saturday, April 7, 2007

Thankful

When you were in pain, have you ever asked why you were in it? Have you ever think that god has not take good care of you in that few minutes, allows you to be hurt deeply....?

Though I am wounded, but I am still thankful for what I am having today. It seems that god is trying to compensate what I have suffered by giving me good fortune. Good fortune is not in term of money but great things.

Things have been running quite smoothly for me as if god has arranged it. People around me like my fairy god mothers, fathers, brothers and sisters helped me along my way to an unexpected future, feeding me with lots of their experiences and knowledges. Maybe this is my mission after all, and that is why. What could I expect more?

How many have the opportunities to do what I am doing now? Very few and I am one of the more fortunate ones.

At times when I feel bad, something good will come to me. It may have seems coincidence but the feeling is very comforting. Like a mother giving a sweet to a crying baby...

Whatever I have now despite being hurt, perhaps I should be really contented. Yet I still hope that god will install something greater for me later on...

When you were in pain, have you ever asked why you were in it? Have you ever think that whatever had happened is for a reason. And that reason is been held by him. You will never know until you come to that moment.

I am keeping my fingers crossed...

posted by Samantha at 7:47 PM